bapz

you shouldn't look at me that way.

i don't believe in peace.

that stare doesn't make sense.

where could you have possibly found the vision that you possess?

a walking compass is what i am,

your eyes happen to be a world with no poles.

no guidance for me this time.

it is just us, we have ourselves to find.

beautiful is what you are to me.

life is what we are together.

no need for the shakes tonight.

let's dream together and live our lives.

rain.

with every bit of sincerity i'm pleading guilty to the slaughter of my own son. heretic in my mind. panic in your chest. knife in your neck. rain scream upon me. as you stain my mind. blood fucking red.

match.

i'm going to die.

with or without you.

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it's everywhere

the inspiration is in everything at this specific moment

would be easier if i were able to connect this to something.

maybe music

perhaps adoration

maybe pain

whether she's doing this to me or not

i am inspired

K.K.H.

hammer on my liver

razors in my head

more difficult than certain death

are the strings a ghost can pull.

snap the throat

crackle consumes my spine

pop goes the mighty tongue.

she's got a fiery mind 

and glacial eyes.

this is a war.

excuse me soldier, all honorably decorated with your lethal blue eyes...

...please remove the bullets from my head.
get the explosives out of my chest.